Ya. Gitulah.

Trying to reach something that maybe never reached. I know still “maybe” there, it’s worth to try. Even tho my heart and brain say “no way” but I wish there will be some way.

Can I rewind? Can I? Please? Pretty please?

I’m starting to believe this all is mistake. But.. the train never stop.

What I can do now is just praying, begging for forgiveness, down on my knees for Your guidance, so that he can open his eyes and heart to love me utterly and truly.

Seneng banget bisa liat kamu berangkat kerja. Cium tanganmu, cium keningku, elus dedek di perutku 😀 “ati-ati ya di rumah..” 😊 Bahkan momen kyk gitu aja jd berharga banget. Akan tiba saatnya ini jd rutinitas. Sabar ya sayang.. sabar ya Nissa..


I want you to hold my hand while we grocery shop. I want you to play with my hair while we watch our favorite tv shows. I want you to kiss me in the middle of my sentence because you wanted to taste my words. I want you to rub my back as we fall asleep. I want you to play my favorite song when I look sad. I want you to do these things without having to think about them. Do them because you love me.

(via hplyrikz)